Another Person

My days have been spent feeding small children smarties EmmaSmarties BenSmarties

Riding around in the beds of pick up trucks, looking at views like this.

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Cuddling brand new kittens.

Kittens

 

Trying to nap with little boys that kick you in the kidneys and wiggle like worms.

Wunderkindben

Holding little girls in my lap.

Riding on the backs of ATV’s, sitting and talking, helping to change diapers, cook meals, wipe faces and bathe babies.

It is nowhere near my real life. It is nothing like what I do every day. It is so far removed from clients and risk review and management meetings that I cannot even describe it.

It is such a short time that these last of the nieces and nephews will be this age.  Emma is the last of the diapers. The next time I am here, Ben will be too old to bath.

I will not be Aunty Smarty next time.

It has been decades since I rode in the back of a pick up truck. 2 years since I last bathed a toddler.

I can do risk reviews every day.

This? This is fleeting, a world that belongs to another person. I’ll fight off the tired and hold on to it for as long as I am able.

 

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2 Responses to Another Person

  1. Mali says:

    This is beautifully said. And makes me look forward to seeing my youngest niece next week.

  2. loribeth says:

    Enjoy!! You deserve it.

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